Starting weekly shots soon. Progesterone. This will suck a little.
I swear I have two personalities.
Domonique is into Parenting, Makeup, Sophisticated Clothing, Beauty, HGTV, Roth IRAs, and Home Decor.
Domo is into JPOP, The Used, Tripp Pants/Skirts/Dresses, Black Nail Polish, Drinking Games, and Clubbing.
Who am I? And how do I find a way to be both sides of myself without feeling like I’m betraying myself.
Asked my ex to go to the market with me because I can’t handle Eli and a couple bags of groceries, plus it’s dark and until I’m working I have no cell service. It’s logical to not put myself in situations where I have nothing to fall back on if I run into trouble.
He ignores every text I make after telling him his share of Eli’s daycare costs and shows up at my house while we’re napping because he was ready to go now. I literally texted him 4 hours before he showed up at my door telling him to be here by 1900. To go home and rest after work and call me before he headed over.His excuse is he saw the messages but decided not to check them.
This is the shit he used to do to his ex/wife (legally separated) when we were together because he didn’t want to be bothered with her, never thinking his children could be in trouble. Now I’m being treated the same way. It’s only a matter of time before he knocks someone else up and puts her through the same shit.
I swear, it’s things like this that make me wish I had never believed anything he said and never put myself into a position to get pregnant.
How did I ignore the signs of this?